Sure...you love me!

                       
                        Sure...you love me!
    
          

I know, I complain
And forgive me dear,
As an overwhelming feeling of disdain
does cloud my judgement,
Time and time again...

But I wonder
where I'd hide...
And if I did, would you try and seek me,
Once you begin to fathom this colossal misery
You see, as this,'thing of beauty'!

Who is it then,
that you see?
It surely must be someone,
who only holds a faint resemblance to me.

For if you really saw 
how wretched I could be,
You might have to envision
A new sentiment towards me...

Now that'd be difficult, dear
You say you love me
now...
And,we know how
that has been  a denouement,
You were trying to evade!
For love used to scare you
And now that you've embraced it
You must hold it near,
And assume that it's for me...

I'll let it be that way
Until the day you decide to awake 
And notice everything disarrayed!
I'd like to know then,
Would you still embrace your love...
Or would you hold on to me
'Me'...this object of affection
that only you could ever see!